Flushing out the system

Here I sit, trying to be as close as I can to the truth, trying to embrace it, to live it, to be it. And the truth is there’s still so much I’m not prepared to admit and accept. There is still a lot of ‘me’ getting in the way. And still, awareness of it all is a very good start. For so long I’ve been blind to even that – blind to the lies I live day in, day out. You know: this person did that to me; it’s not fair; people can be mean; it’s a cruel world. I’ve lived these lies so long, it’s hard to flush them fully out of my system – like an old, well-used toilet, sometimes a few flushes are necessary. What a great analogy! Visualising all that as excretion really helps.